I don’t know about y’all, but somewhere along the way, I lost my confidence. I lost my confidence in having faith in myself. Somewhere along the way, I let the beat down of everyday life and a shitty job with shitty people get in my head. I started to listed to that mess and lost my faith in me.
I fell in line with just sitting in a cube and making just enough money to always be broke. Its changing though. I went to beauty school last year and that cracked the surface. I broke me out of hum drum and turned my creativity back on. I still haven’t found my footing in the beauty world but going to beauty school was one of the best decisions that I have ever made. I found my people there. Creativity and life oozing out of the walls.
It’s a hard journey, and some days I feel like I’m failing, but I’m determined. I’m determined to get back to the me that would just do stuff, not second guess myself, and everything would always work out. I miss that girl. I’m coming for you lady!